Hot lady wants real sex Palm Springs reply to : as it turned out 33 m4w Would you like to know the difference between you and me? There are a few.
>I care not, while you care. I do what I want. I say what I want. I am not dying, man I am living.
>I'm saddened how I kept the promise alive, and you made excuses. I'm not excusing you for this. You are correct in that you've decided this.
>I know what could have been, and you fear what might have been. There is not an imagination covering more {everything} than mine. I have don't lose battles and peace over war is worth fighting for.
There are others.
>I pictured you in perfection. I don't know what you've read in the past 2 months or so, but you have been unattainable to me for as long as it's been. Is it your fault you broke first? What was it that finally got to you? In some way this probably is my conceit to breaking- not so dramatic. You sacrificed me because of why. All the why. I'm gonna love you still, but now I have to ask you, "Why?"
>I wish you could see the world I live in. It's kind of amazing, objectively speaking. Here's the thing about "delusions" -- they only exist as long as there is a controlling obsession which by reasonable measures can be attained and yet obstacles real or imaginary are instead facilitating the mind games. Quagmire entrenchment tar-pit.
Someone recently said Aristotle (the erroneous) stated that the central processing in the human body took place in the heart. The brain, he said, was a tool of the heart (paraphrasing) and that when it came to making decisions or experiences it's in the heart where a person draws their intelligence.
Why what my point is, one can't be delusional in their heart. Your heart knows what is true, what it wants to do and your brain is controlled by aliens. You can fight the aliens, actually that's what everyone is doing. I don't fight them, many don't come near me. These are all metaphors here because all of existence is just one thing. These divisions of sight.. it is light causing them. The light is not your friend, as it turns out. More on that .. later but not here.
>last difference, I get tired of having a point. I am not stubborn for long or at all on many things. I just don't care what you have to say. Really, being with you isn't because I want to hear you speak or give me your life story I missed; it would be just a perk that comes from the need I have nurtured and kept alive. Wanting to be with you who's face I loved. That's it. I want to read your face, every day, all day if I could or until I break out in a temper fit-- can you still handle that? I haven't even tried to replace your face. That has been the only thing worth exploiting if one were inclined.... the game's gonna change a little now.
And really awesome it's gotta go down like this. Pretty lame. I'm really disappointed but more just perplexed at your insistence on the rigidity of a structure. You must have heard that you were making problems instead of just getting to the source. That you were getting in your own way. You let yourself get sucked into this virtual reality and I knew it... what could I do but as I did, you refused my help. I've gone through the quicksand under your feet before. Straight on clear through it. Someone is stationed there to help you get out or carry you if you need it. So not a big deal despite how annoying and inconvenient you made everything. Now that we're on equal ground again, you no longer want to participate in the fantasy you created you seem to think you're taking the high road to turn your back on me.
What I wrote you was just plain true... it is a good question and if you think you even have the answer to it then you've made a lot of decisions without me. Hey, where do we live?
I was willing to play along with you because I expected some truth out of it. Like the kind of truth that acknowledges the situation, its limitations and its opportunities. The kind of truth that has more purposeful interests at heart.
Guess I'll leave you with some advice, take it or leave it, I really don't give a shit.
start censoring what information you see. break your cell and wait 2 weeks to buy a new one. kill the tv. really. get rid of it.
leafy greens, alkaline mixes, herbal molecular supplementation.
i don't know, there are others but it doesn't matter except that next time you have the opportunity to both illuminate and get illuminated maybe treat it with the preciousness it deserves. To me finding an illuminated to connect to is a pretty small part of what's spectacular. Actually connecting is the real thing.
Thank you for finally giving me what I need to gain closure. It'll take some time but good god this little flicker of light is heavy. Lighten up they say.
Wish I could say something more, but as it turned out we hardly know each other.
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AND I AM WRITING THIS :
IF THIS IS WHO I THINK IT MAY BE SOLELY BY THE REFERENCES MADE I AM ASSUMING THEN ALL I CAN SAY IS
1- TALK TO ME NOT LIKE IT IS A RIVER THAT SEPARATES US
2- I KNOW THAT YOU ARE MISERABLE AND I AM SORRY
3- I CARED TO MUCH AND STILL DO
4- IF ONCE YOU COULD BE HONEST ABOUT ANYTHING FOR THE FIRST TIME, I AM READY TO LISTEN
WHY WHY WHY COULD IT NOT BE WHAT IT WAS. WHERE WAS THE OBSTACLE OR WHO RATHER. I KNOW YOU DON'T HATE ME BUT YOU CUT ME DOWN TO A BITTER ENDING
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